“物极必反，姐，有些界不能踩的。”

何姐鄙夷地看着我“你有那能力，可是你不会利用，所以你嫉妒我们，从中阻挠，这就是你的狠毒之处！”

开玩笑，我嫉妒，我嫉妒什么，嫉妒她迷失了本性，嫉妒她要失去生命吗！

“我很清楚我要做什么，不需要你指手画脚。”

看着何姐的背影，我已尽力了

“何姐，我只能说一句，活着，最珍贵。”

何姐没有回头，只是冷冷地说道“像你那样窝囊的活着，不如轰轰烈烈一把。”

一整天了，何姐的话一直在我脑海里，我第一次这样长时间的去审视我自己

面前的书一动不动地摆在那里已经一个多小时了，手里的笔都被捂热了。

You look tired，what happened?”

陆麒轻轻揉着我的双肩，力道是刚刚好，血液一下子冲到头顶，清醒了不少。

“你说，am I bad?”

“嗯？”

“I don"t want to pete with anyone， but I always provoke hostility from others. Am I a little out of place? It"s too different from the values of others。”

陆麒沉默了一会，手上的活还在继续“I don"t know if my analysis is right. First， you don"t contend because of your character，but in the eyes of others， maybe you are peting. After all， serious work is really a kind of petition。”

咦，虽然有拍马屁的效益，但是似乎很有道理的样子，听着听着我来了一丝精神“继续。”

“Different positions lead to different responsibilities. You have to fight for some identities。”

“比如？”

“Take me as an example， I just need to be responsible for satisfying Party A， but if they hand over the project to two people at the same time， I will know my petitors and pete. Besides， you"re just a staff member now. There"s nothing to contend for. Just work hard to satisfy the leaders. But if you"re in the position of your leader now and you need to feed so many people. Even if it"s not a leader， it"s normal for so many petitors to pete for promotion and salary increase.”

忽然有一种通透的感觉，是呀，我不争，是因为我根本就没有什么好争的，可他们不同。

“哈哈哈哈，So， I"m just not qualified to pete for identity and status。”

“哈哈哈哈，It can"t be said to be so absolute. After all， win-win cooperation is also a shortcut to success，我刚学的一个词，合作共赢！”

“厉害了！”我忍不住竖起大拇指。

“你的男朋友是不是非常深解人意！”

“你是想说善解人意吧。”

“对对对。”

我正坐着，让自己更舒服些“说吧，你以前处过多少个女朋友，把你调教得这么好。”

陆麒的双手停下来了，这小子该不会是在认真的数吧。

淦，明知道自己在意，还非得去问，这不是自己捅自己心窝子吗？